I hear the Sun

I hear the Sun
So sharp, so vivid
I'm standing still
It rapes my ears
But who are we when morning comes?
When sky is bright
I'm still awake
The head explodes
The bitter taste
Of alcohol that's in my blood
That ran like rived to my throat
At night when everyone's the same
I see a shadow
Drink and Swallow
And everyone is drunk and shallow
We r all the same
We r all like one,
Escape into the night for fun
For joy, for love,
For understanding
But who are we when morning comes?
The strongest ones go till the end
But what is end
And what is strong?
Well all I see is the reflection
And all I see is simply wrong.
My shoulders, neck
My lips, my ears
They r on the plate, but would you eat it
But would you put it in your mouth?
But what I do with it myself?
I fix it, lift it
Drug it, keep it
Abuse it, love it, stroke it, smooth it
No longer needed
Far apart
His beauty to his face attached
His words so dear
Heart untouched
His silence is all I hear
His gaze, his shirts, his works, his fears,
His useless life deserves my tears
I'm like a slave, I'm like a whore
I'm starched and squeezed,
I'm on a floor